First, I’d like to thank all the people wgo wrote me this week after my previous posts. It was comforting to read kind words and I also noticed that I’m not the only one getting through this. I wonder why nobody talks about it, this is not worse than hearing birth stories (mostly when you didn’t ask for it). It seems that there is kind of a pride/shame attached to these experiences the first weeks, I don’t know. Anyway, thank you for your support,  we’re moving into the right direction. 

When I was pregnant,  I wrote once about my belly button,  that it was the first time of my life when I was getting to see the inside of it properly. At the end of the pregnancy,  I almost thought that it would not resist the extension of my belly but it did. Now, two weeks post partum, it looks sad, like the rest of my belly. I still got this hormon line across the stomach. Tomorrow,  big day for the start of the light stomach training for new mums, I hope it will give me back my belly button somehow. I’ll keep you updated! 

Oh, I don’t post any picture of it, looks scary hehe