I cannot describe myself as a scared person. I barely see the risks of what I’m doing, I prefer manage the consequences when they occur instead. Well, I was like that when I was younger. On the other hand, I had not much to loose.

Nowadays, I’m much more kind of a coward. There are much more things that are freaking me out. My biggest fear is of course not being healthy enough to help Z to grow up. But beside this, I do not challenge myself very much nowadays.

If you always do what you’ve always done, you’ll always get what you’ve already got.

Simple? Oh no! Not to me. What can I do differently? And what for?

I want to get a balanced life, with time for my family, my friends, myself and my creativity, a smile on my lips when I go to work and new situations to learn from. I already have a gold mine (according to me) but somehow, I’m longing for more. Well, so far, I’ll keep trying to have my balance.

Are you afraid to jump?