Tonight, i am playing all my playlist in random and even if i thought i erased all the songs that remind me bad memories, this one plaid and reminded me some years of desesperated feelings.

I never looked at the lyrics before now and i am pretty amused of them:

Someday someone will make you cry
Then you’ll gonna have tear drops in your eyes no, no
So go ahead and have your fun girl
Don’t you know I’m still in love with you girl
Go ahead and have yourself a ball
You’re riding for a fall, watch it

Someday somebody will break your heart
You got to look for your judgment as I would tell ya
Then you’ll gonna wish that we had never part
You’re gonna wish that we never part cause I was saying
So go ahead and have your fun girl
Have a fun as I would tell ya
Don’t you know I’m still in love with you girl
Go ahead and have yourself a ball
You’re riding for a fall

This is amusing how feelings can come back with music, the good and the bad ones, just as long as they are associated with a song in a special occasion. This one, riding for a fall reminds me my little tiny room in Karlsruhe and me trying to live a life full of unknown and crazy thoughts. It was both a good feelings (it reminds me of the weekends) and a bad (how lonely i felt and far away from this man). At this point, this is actually when i stopped to think that i made a step forward. A big one, to Sweden. Shit, i am feeling old when i think of it. 2005 is not yesterday anymore…