Crystal ball

When i went to bed yesterday, i decided that i will live the whole week with these 3 words as motto: “Humor, insight and long term”. It was a good idea i think, because everything that i did today was much funnier.

I had a nightmare last night though. I was stucked in the round about close to the station in Eskilstuna, with my little sister and noticing that my tatoos were just going away, as if they were painted with normal pens. I was so sad because they symbolise so much to me. And the more the ink went away, the more blood came up to my skin, this was actually scary. Luckily, my alarm clock saved me…

Then, i won a Moët et Chandon at 8 oclock this morning. Well, won is the wrong word. I earnt it. Yeah, i told a colleague something about his happy future and i was right. So right. But this is both sad and happy. He will leave our group to work with other (within the same company though) but we will surely see him less and I will miss him a lot. Bosses don’t use to come to floorball… He is one of the rare people that dare telling me to behave and who i am listening to. This has a name and it’s called Respect.

He also had the patience to be my coach when i was learning to drive motorbike. He spent a lot of hours trying to be patient, a lots of sundays/evening trying not to shame too much. I already told him, but thank you for that too!

All this sounds like he would be dead, but he is not and i am looking forward MC rides when the weather will be better! Good luck with your new job P, you will be brilliant at this i am sure! (i also read that in my crystal ball but you got this for free ).

This was a little difficult to focus at the floorball tonight, even if i did some magnifical goals. Modesty is my middle name, but no shit, these 2 were wonderfull. But i had my mind somewhere else. You know, my plan for 2011, i think things are happening. But i will await and see.

The song of the day may be a little depressing but i like this mysterious mood. so ENJOY!

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it’s over
Just hear this and then i’ll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you’ll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can’t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it’s just because i didn’t know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry ’cause i know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye

Did you say ‘no, this can’t happen to me,
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn’t know him at all
You didn’t know him at all, oh, you didn’t know

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it’s over… it’s over