Like a rat in a cage

Women out there, you may understand me. Today, I feel like in this old Smashing song.

Despite all my rage, I’m still just a rat in a cage

I was at the dentist this morning, for a normal controll. And the dentist told me, as if I was a 5 years old girl, how bad it is not to use floss every day. 10 minutes of how bad I am. I was just thinking in return “you have a bad job if you have to tell that 10 minutes to the all 9 people you may meet today!”.

I hate hormons that are making life of women ups and downs. This morning, I almost cried because of the dentist, and right now, I could bite. If only these moodchanges were something positive? What is that for? I mean, do you, Mister Men, have this kind of ups and downs during one and same day? Everyone preaching for equality of sex cannot have experienced this. Or at least it should be so: we, women, should be excused all the time we have an exagerated reaction instead of being judged. I often hear this joke “huh, she just has PMS. It is easy to tell, people may even laugh, but when you are a PMS monster, this is not that funny. Billy Corgan for sure knows what I am talking about. He made a song about it!

The world is a vampire, sent to drain
Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
And what do I get, for my pain?
Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game

Even though I know – I suppose I’ll show
All my cool and cold – like old job

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Now I’m naked, nothing but an animal
But can you fake it, for just one more show?
And what do you want?
I want to change
And what have you got, when you feel the same?

Even though I know – I suppose I’ll show
All my cool and cold – like old job

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Tell me I’m the only one
Tell me there’s no other one
Jesus was the only son, yeah.
Tell me I’m the chosen one
Jesus was the only son for you

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