Make a bed and lay in it

I spent 2 days in Stockholm and i’ve got a lot of thoughts in my head.

First of all, i took the train there and i hesitated a lot when i booked the ticket. Yeah, should i take an early train meaning dealing with difficulties to get up but having time to go to the meeting or should i take the later train and just run to the meeting? I took the first option and it was wise.I needed all the time to go from the station to the hotel. It was a radius sunny
morning and walking was nice, but god, it goes all up and down in Kungsholmen!

Then, i gave all i had to the meeting, like at the end of the day, i went to my room to shower before the dinner and felt asleep on the bed while i wanted to read a paper (and it was not a boring paper, just a nice newspaper). We ate out with the people of my group and came “home” in time for me to dive in a deep sleep. I had a crazy dream once again, involving a lot of people i know but the context was really strange. I woke up several times and was dreaming of the same things all the time. Disturbing.

This morning, it was a real fight to get out of the bed. I can’t understand why i am so tired nowadays. It’s not really lke i would party every night, but shit it is hard. The thing which motivated me was seeing the sun rising from my bed on the 6th floor. Really nice. We had a second good day at the meeting and for some reasons i had to tell “my story” about me moving to Sweden. It is funny how the two men listening to me were like falling in love with me at the same time i was talking. OK, there are both married and a way too old for me anyway, but it is a nice feeling to notice that what you say can be fascinating for you auditory. Now, i got pretty good lines so maybe i should begin with my autobiography ahaha not sure it would interest a lot of people though. My story is not that exceptional, a lot of people lived a way harder things than i have.

Then i got to hear one people saying that i made relevant and smart reflexions. This is always nice to hear. My ego likes feed back, and if it is positivie, it is even better. But yeah, i mean i am confindent in my job, so i don’t see why i should be quiet when something is to be told.

I took the train back home and felt asleep like 3 min after sitting on the train. It hadn’t left the station…. Now, i will try to focus on important things: eat, drink and get ready for the E18-loppet tomorrow. 10km of run on a non-yet opened motorway. I wonder if i may take my pink hair with me. Will see depending on the weather i think.