is my last bday for my 27 years. I feel bad about the fact that i am getting old. It feels like i achieved nothing and that my life now is not really what i thought it would be. Good or not, i am not sure, but i hate becoming old. Period.

It is a sunny day, i slept long and good, made my flat all clean and will go out to buy some food now. Later, some friends will come over and it has been ages i had people over here. I don’t feel very social though, we will see…