Wo ist das Meer?

Did i write so badly recently? or too egoistically? or you has been busy to have a real life?

I was at work today, yeah boring enough, but i enjoid it. Most of all because i ran from there at 3 this afternoon. I also had a nice run at lunch with 2 colleagues and it was a really good thing for me. Right now, I am at home, putting together a 1000 pieces puzzle and wondering why is my life so boring actually. I just talked with a friend on the phone and realized that I have
absolutely no plan for 2011, except the half-marathon in Paris in march and to drive motorbike to Norway. And i don’t want to make like the 5 past years. I am tired of little projects, leading nowhere. I want to change my life. I want to make something usefull. I want to stop to bore the people i like with too much attention. I want to get me a real life, something worth to live and to tell it to my grand grand kids when i will be old or die young because i made something really dangerous or that asked a lot of courage. Shit, i have a boring life and the worse of it is that i am totally responsible for that. Me alone. Bleh!