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Back to basics

The “Routine” is back, meaning i am working again after the summer vacations. Every morning this week has been a pain in the a** to get up. I hope it will not last because i hate feeling lazy and staying in bed 30 min more than i should.

It was a short (3 days) and quiet week at work. I liked to go there back, to take care of things and talk on the phone and meet people but kind of very tired to tell 3098129 times the same things to different persons. Well, i also could just shut up and answer in a swedish way “mm was good”. but yeah, nice to talk to real people.

there was also a motorbike outgoing one evening after the work. It was really nice: i was super tired from my long day at work and so, got home, ate a piece, changed my clothes and pouf, on the motorbike, in the mervellous summer swedish landscape, all sunny and concentrating not to fall or create an accident. Then, we staid at a speedway match and now that i know better the rules, it was a way more interesting and exiting. Then, i was back home in the night (yeah, days are shorter now, big difference actually), took a shower and thought “i lived 2 days today!” it was really great. I cannot wait to have my driving licence and my it every evening after work!

I wondered too what i could have as activity this fall and winter and was wondering about riding horse again. but i am not sure, in a way, it feels like i have done mine in this domain. I would like to make something new but i am not very motivated for any engagement. i want mostly be by myself and meet my friends and new people but without making some effort. yeah, Lazy, you got the word…

yesterday, when i got the news papper, i was surprising myself by looking attentivly at the annonses for appartments in stockholm. but i mean, as longas i work here, no idea to move. but i dunno, it feels like i have to live in stockholm sometimes.

but for now, you know what? i am sitting and finishing the SIG master program i began when i was au-pair. i had 2 exercices left that i never completed since i moved in eskilstuna and now, 3 years after, it feels about the time to make it, or? so i hope being able to sen dmy exercices on sunday evening. work on! yeah!

btw, thyt with running is the most stupid thing i did. i am really not sure i will neither take part to the stockholm 10 km nor the 10 km in paris. it is a mix of a lot of things but i will not feel bad by not making it actually.