Old man

Thursday today. Crazy thursday as the radio said this morning. I don’t know for you, but i felt like the long night i had (18.30 to 06.00 this morning) helped me a lot to survive this day. We drove to Eskilstuna today and back at the office, i had the opportunity to discuss a little bit questions like the meaning of life and so on. This is not every day that i make it and honestly, it was a good thing, because when i make a summary of my situation, i am pretty happy. I just miss one thing very much and this is look at M the last thing i see before i fall asleep and the first when i wake up.

it is almost a whole work to find a balanced life and i have to admit that i wouldn’t make it by myself. I really need M and my familly and my friends around to make me feel like a whole. And my job of course, but somehow, i may growing old, i am not putting carreer as high as i was before. Maybe because i found other things with some sense everywhere else? I always wondered why older people always told you to take things easy. I thought it was because you get tired with the years, but actually, i noticed now (took me 30 years) that time is a good thing sometimes. (don’t read that M, 9 years apart are enough! move here! Now! ;) ) Somehow, the human brain is a slow machine and a complicated one as well. Happiness seems to be a state of mind where you find yourself in balance in the moving world. I am not sure you are moving that much when you are happy, i am at least willing to keep my breath and ask me “is this real? are all these good things happening to
me?”.

Anyway, tomorrow it is time for me to give blood, so i am off to bed and wish everyone a good night!

Listen to Old man now!

Old man look at my life,
I’m a lot like you were.
Old man look at my life,
I’m a lot like you were.

Old man look at my life,
Twenty four
and there’s so much more
Live alone in a paradise
That makes me think of two.

Love lost, such a cost,
Give me things
that don’t get lost.
Like a coin that won’t get tossed
Rolling home to you.

Old man take a look at my life
I’m a lot like you
I need someone to love me
the whole day through
Ah, one look in my eyes
and you can tell that’s true.

Lullabies, look in your eyes,
Run around the same old town.
Doesn’t mean that much to me
To mean that much to you.

I’ve been first and last
Look at how the time goes past.
But I’m all alone at last.
Rolling home to you.