oh, what i have been waiting for this moment! I have now about 144 hours of free time and it has been month than i wanted to switch off my working brain! And now, oh yes, it is W O N D E R F U L L !!

And you know what? Tomorrow, adventure travel to Paris it will be! I am very excited to get up at 5h50 tomorrow morning to catch the train to Copenhagen. M is meeting me on the way and i really hope the capitale of the capitales with show him its best side!

I haven’t been in France since i ran the half mara of Paris, it feels like ages, i almost lost my french! At this period of the year, i did not know that i would move to Linköping. I knew that i was about to know that i got some jobboffer but no idea how it would turn. Time flies, but it was actually 9 months ago too.

Oh, and do you know how a glass of wine tastes at the airport? L O V E L Y !!!!

Tonight, when i left work, i thought i needed to cut my hair and i found a hairdresser that only takes 370 kr for a cut, which is about 3 times less than the 2 others i have tried in Linköping. Nice find!


I made a good thing today. Not everyday i can scream everywhere that i made something positiv for the society but today, yes, i did. I gave my blood. 400gr of A+.

It was the first time for me to sit in this kind of chair and it was not that scary than i thought it was. Of course, you feel a little bit the needle but then, it takes about 10min to feel the bag, you get some drink and food and a gift and you can go home with a good consciousness. The good thing was that i had the company of a colleague and it was much more sympathetic to talk with someone before and after than to be on my own. Thanks E for the talks!

And i did something good for myself today also. I put a goal in my future and the date is taken: 15th of september. The half marathon of Stockholm, here we come! 291 days left, it’s all about to make a training plan.

oh by the way? did you do the thing i told of the other day? yes, remember, i told you you had to hug someone you liked. Did you do it? If not, here comes some help: listen to the lyrics of this song, think of the people you would like to hug and just … runt o her/him and hug her/him! it can’t be easier! Come on!

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things define what’s
And I have been there before, and that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me

If I ain’t got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby

Bad girl

oh, i have such a bad consciousness for all the things i should do. I should put some order in all the clothes that are strewing the floor in my whole flat. (usually, it is restricted to my bedroom, but right now, this is really everywhere). I should go out for a run instead of writing on here. I should look where is my other “christmas star”. I should finish to read this book in French since i have to bring it back to the library. I should wash the dishes that are inviding my kitchen. I should clean my flat too.

But what? No, i am just sitting in my couche, reading the letter (real letter written with a real hand!) tht i received today, thanks B, sewing a little and watching Skavlan at the same time. Ah well. Tomorrow is another day and today it was already wednesday.

Melissa oh Melissa

you have a nice voice and i like your music but why oh why do you have to sind songs that are so sad? I liked to spend the evening with you, but i was not recognizing myself into your lyrics. Well, strange, because i did for some months ago. Remember…

But tonight, i was just thinking that i am lucky, me who have someone special to think of and how secure it feels. Maybe i should not feel that safe but i just want to live here and now and with him. Without drama, why and when.

I need to pack my bags because tomorrow, it is for me time (and i can’t wait) to travel to the south. In one week, i think it will be even better. But tomorrow, switch off the phones, enjoy the moment, laugh and hug. And you who are reading this and thinking i am becoming like a giryl teenager, try it. Take a person you like in your arms, close your eyes and think how good it feels to have someone close to you. Stop smiling, just do it. Try it.

I may have some new phone someday and since the camera will be very better much, i was wondering in making some videoblog. No, you won’t see me saying “hum, ja, yes, oh, hum” but like “see the things that i see every day”. What do you think? would you like to live my life virtually for some seconds?

OK, the song of the day could just be from Melissa, enjoy the music:

Här blev jag den jag är
Här kommer jag förbli
Här har jag längtat bort
Här har jag känt mig fri
Här har jag blickat framåt
Men ofta tittat ner
Jag är nog inte det du drömmer om
Men jag är det du ser

Jag har blivit vald av andra
Det är min hemlighet
Den ena saknar känsla
Den andra ödmjukhet
Dom hade nåt gemensamt
Jag blundade för det
Jag har alltid hållit hårt
om dom jag inte orkat med

Jag har skrivit mina regler
Ingen fick ändra på dom
Jag tog första bästa vägen ut
När någon bad mig tänka om
Det kanske kommer kännas
Det rår jag inte för
Jag skulle inte ens vara hälften
utan det jag gör

Du har ditt eget facit
för rätt och för fel
Du kanske bär på en massa saker
Jag förstår en liten del
Hade du någon innan
Vill du ha någon sen
Ja, jag vill säga att jag älskar dig
men det är för tidigt än

Jag hade slutat prata
Jag var så van och stänga av
Du frågade vem som förstört mig
Och jag gav dig inget svar

Jag tog allting för givet
Det var något fel på mig
Jag måste varit någon annan
Innan jag kände dig

Too early, i know ;)

I bought the one and only christmas decoration for my flat today:


I was very effective today: woke upp with the alarm clock (and not the light though, let’s see if one hour will be enough tomorrow morning), worked my hours, went downtown to buy some things, went home, did laundry, will try to sue something, ate and in 30 min, i will change clothes in order to be ready to ride! oh yes, i will sleep like a baby tonight :)

Another lucky week end on the planet earth

It has been a while since i took pictures and published them on here, but this is done yet. We had a very cosy and interesting week end with some points of culture, like the concert in the Linköpings cathedrale (not often i go into churches but for music, i do it) and the walk into the Vinterljus round.
















Unexpected contacts!

I don’t know why, but this week, i got a lots of contacts with my ex colleagues. This was really nice to hear each of them and share some moments! And it’s not finished for this week yet, since i will eat lunch with one of them tomorrow. This is really cool to notice that we had a relationship not only at work but also as people, i really appreciate that!

Oh and i cannot wait to be 26 hours in the future!

A week end at home

It has been ages since i spent a week end alone at home. Don’t think that i am happy of that, if i have been rich, i surely wouldn’t be there but in nice company.

I have had an headache the whole day and even if i took myself out for a run, it did not help. It really did not help my selfestime to think positive things about myself since i thought my heart would beat outside my chest. It was a long (time) run and i was close to death, i tell you. Then i thought i would spend my afternoon cleaning my closet but i just succeed in throwing all the clothes on the floor and then, i got bored. So maybe tomorrow…

I watched a movie tonight, and it ended with this song of the wannadies “you and me song” and it put me at least 10 years back in time. Ush. The thing is that even if i feel much more in love now that what i was then, i am also happy that the “we get again along together after a fight” doesn’t happen like in the song. Actually, i am pretty happy to have a relationship based on discussion.

I did not know that they were swedes. In this old relationship, there was another song, also from a swedish band i realize now, but it was a waaay long before i knew where Sweden was on the map.

And a lots of others too. And i miss him and need to say it to the whole world even if nobody cares. Good night people, tomorrow is another day and i have a mission: put order to all these clothes ruining the floor of my living room. Noight!

Times flies, the return

oh, i did not notice that it has been such a long time since i wrote on here. Sorry :( but it happened things. Well, don’t expect extraordinary events, but things, normal things in life like. I can share some with you if you mind.

I bought a loooots of new CDs from a norvegian band called Kaizers Orchestra and i like it very much! They sing in norvegian too and i heard that they were awesome live. Once again, thank you J for the tips!

I heard myself on the radio, which was a strange experiment. The whole thing was a long process (2 interviews, one in Malmö, and one at my place in Linköping, 2 weeks in between) and before the interview was sent on the waves, i received the swedish nationality. But i told you about that, right?

I have to tell it too: i took the train and the whole travel was on time. For you who are not living in Sweden, you just have to know that it is a rare thing. But the tickets costed me an arm though. So you may imagine why i don’t write on here that much, it takes its little time to resume 10 days with only a hand.

I also finished to read “livet deluxe” and if you liked Snabba casch and Aldrig fucka upp, then, you may really like the third volume.

The things i did not do: running (well, once in 10 days, bad), train my bas-lesson (bouh, bad girl), sleep long on saturday and sunday mornings while i could, finished “the book without a name” that is lying on the table on the side of my bed, laughing at me because i don’t like very much reading in english (takes so much time, bleh!) and so on and so on. Lists are not cool when they remind you of all the things you missed, right?

The song of the day will be one (of course) from Kaizers orchestra och when i listen to the lyrics, and feel the power in the drum and the bass and everything, and when i think of the right person, some tears of joy are almost falling on my cheeks. Sometimes it just feels like i am in the right place with the right people and to feel my heart beating is powerfull. Almost like a slow resurection.

Du og meg e like som et par dråper vann

I hvert fall hvis du tør og spør han
Eg pleier å sette på ei plate som du for meg sang
Heilt til eg sovne i ditt fang

Før såg eg ingenting og det eg såg forsvant
Men nå ser eg alt det som du ser
På min finger har eg ringen din og på ringen står det blankt
At du er min hjerteknuser

Lure på om du finst der ute nå
Sende eg mine tanker kjenne du de då?
Send meg eit hint så skal du få

Sjøl om han forteller lite og minnene e få
Fins ting han aldri kan ta meg i frå
Som då me sprang øve plantasjen eg gjemte meg i strå
Du telte til hundre eg vett at du såg

Lure på om du finnes der ute nå
Sende eg mine tanker kjenner du de då?
Send meg eit hint så skal du få
Eg vanner mine planter og pleie det eg sår
Sekundene tikker, minuttene går
Og det går dager og det går år
Og den som lever, får sjå

Kanskje du ikkje fins lenger kanskje det e håp
Kanskje du ikkje tenker på meg heller
Men eg venter på den dagen at me e ute og går
Du bøyer deg ner og eg står på tå

Lure på om du finnes der ute nå
Send eg mine tanker kjenner du de då
Send meg eit hint så skal du få
Eg vanner mine planter og pleie det eg sår
Sekundene tikker, minuttene går
Og det går dager og det går år
Og den som lever, får sjå

An evening with Led Zeppelin

it cannot be wrong, huh? So for you my friends, you got an extra song today, one of my favvos when i was like 14-15 (got the record from my father as a bday gift and i listened to both every evening before to go to sleep)

Close the doors, put out the light

You know they won’t be home tonight
The snow falls hard and don’t you know
The winds of Thor are blowing cold
They’re wearing steel that’s bright and true
They carry news that must get through

They choose the path where no-one goes
They hold no quarter,
They hold no quarter.

Walking side by side with death
The devil mocks their every step
The snow drives back the foot that’s slow
The dogs of doom are howling more
They carry news that must get through
To build a dream for me and you
They choose the path that no one goes
They hold no quarter,
They ask no quarter,
They hold no quarter,
They ask no quarter…they think about no quarter…With no quarter quarter.
Oh No…