Gryningen

I survived june the 1st and it was not that difficult actually. I took my little bycicle and took a ride to work. The first day at my new work. I think i met like 200 new people and i don’t remember 5 names… But everyone seemed nice and open, so i think i will have fun there, both with colleagues and with what i have to do there.

But one day of work a week is enough for a beginning. Now, it is a long 5 days week end i have in front of me and i began it with a nice barbecue with some friends yesterday evening. It was nice until the sun did hide behind some houses, then it was cool. It was a good way to destress (Well, i was not THAT stressed) and i had some good discussions there, so wednesday evening=godkänt! This was also appreciable to discuss with one particular person and noticed that we had the same view about certains things. It was important to me to have this talk.

I drove home, after drinking 2L coca cola, so no need to tell that i was not very tired. I saw some strange people while driving through the city and i needed a lots of time to understand why: it was week end, pretty late and people have had some drinks. My motorbike was making kind of an airy noice, i am a bit afraid that something may be wrong, but i don’t want to think of that. Too much garage costs the past 2 months so far…

This was a wonderfull evening and i “daydreamed” during a long time in my bed before to fall asleep. This is fascinating with meeting people, may it be one you know since an eternity or new people. Everything is based on trust. Trust and time, because when someone abused once, it may be better with some time. I usually don’t hang around a long time with people i don’t like for one reason, and since everyone can make errors, i like the idea that i am not spitful. Times leaks a lots of things.

When i woke up, i had some flashbacks in th head and i was missing someone. Not sure that i would have felt the same if the past week end would have been different. But anyway, this is here now and i jave to deal with it.