Today was a realxing day. I did nothing except sleeping, watching a movie and reading. I talked on the phone too but missed kind of a lot of calls. Well, I don’t have much to tell, i am more loading the bateries nowadays.
I had to help to clean the garden today, but i forgot to put an alarm and woke up at noon, when the work was done… Next year maybe i will help…
This is funny. Nowadays, it feels like people are going and coming around me without giving me a chance to cahnge anything. Last week end i lost a friend and this week end, an old one came back to me. So it’s like plus minus 0 but i still don’t know what to think of all the dramas everywhere. It takes a lot of energy to keep clear thoughts and stand for what i think.
When i was a little girl, everything was so easy. I was in love with a guy that was unreachable of course, so it was sad but gave me hope. I thought i would become a woman proud of what i’ve done and loving someone at the age of 30. I am soon close to 30 but still far from my dreams. Well, i am proud of what i’ve done, but what did i do? i so would like to be the dreaming little girl i was and sing on Bon jovis song as if it was my destiny he is screaming. And i will love you, baby, always…
Wo ist das Meer? 