a week can go so fast

I have been in Stockholm for work and also to meet some friends, i have been running in the forest in the sun, i have been talking to a lot of people the 2 past days, i have been in contact with some political people, i have been in a bad hotel, wishing sleeping some hours and running to the next coming day,i have been about to fall asleep while driving, i have been hard toward a friend, i have felt destructible, i have felt like i cannot breathe and now, it is a rainy saturday, i am lazy as never, waching Idol on TV. What is going on wih me?