How to get a kick from human contact

I don’t know for you but i have really big difficulties to get up nowadays. It is like a big pain to hear the clock, to tell me “get up now, get up NOW, GET UP NOW” during 45 min every morning.

Today was a day like that. Plus i had to go to some unpleasant meeting. Well, i thought it would be unpleasant but actually, it was pretty nice. I got a lot of compliments and did not wait for that. Plus in the middle of nowhere, i met a lady i know from a really different context like totally unplanned! it was really funny! It gave me some energy back.

Tonight though, i went home and talked with a person who was in a bad mood and in 2 sentences, i got depressed. Well, actually not depressed, more irritated because this guy turned me off in such a short time.

I may have a contact somewhere in my brain getting on/off for my mood. Some people who know me pretty good were joking about the fact that i am able to break up with someone when we lost contact in 5 min, like “what you battery is dead? ok, i break up with you then! your loss!”. I mean, somehow, i need so much energy to keep me gentle toward people that i hate being kicked down by people with bad mood. I mean, it happens to everyone to feel blue, no problem, but no need to shout it everywhere.

Ah well. I will listen to some uptempo music tonight and it will be all alright again. Once again, theory of “don’t get bother with the 20% of your life that sucks, just keep on thinking of the 80% that are perfect!”