Friends

I am back home since a couple of days and it is nice. The weather is not the best here, but i like the warm feelings i can get from my friends, who help me with some reflexions.

I met really a lot of people during this summer, i loved it and the most of the relations grew stronger and it is a really beautiful thing to think that somewhere, there is someone thinking good of you. It is always much easier to say to someone that you like her/him than that you don’t want to meet again, if you know that there are some feelings to get hurt. I have been on both sits recently, the one leaving and the one being left and i really don’t know what is best. I think that the worst is when the people is trying to catch you again even if you decided to leave in order to protect yourself.

I feel deeply sad by being quiet and not explaining why it had to be so and also angry because i did not want to turn back and talk. I am pretty sure the person i am talking about is not reading on here and this is a good thing. I just wish he would feel how it hurts, everything.

Somehow, i also made people suffer in that way too, and i was not that tolerant toward them at the time. Life is hard, you’d better fight or it will kill you. Won’t we all die one day anyway?