Xmas rush

It is saturday and i’ve been trying to take it easy today. It has actually been a long time since i was home and could sleep a saturday morning all what i could, so i enjoid it. I had some Xmas gifts to fix, but i think i’ve got everything now. The motto for the year is “simplicity-that-takes-no-space”. I have one gift i have to pick up at the beginning of next week but the rest is
done. Well, I have to be honest on here: there are only 4 people i planned to give away something, so it was quick done.

I don’t know, Xmas is this year a bit painfull. I have travelled so much already that i just dream to teleport me to France. Xmas represents nothing more to me than a good and long dinner with my parents and my sister, so i would have like to postpone it to later this year, since i met them (my parents) not so long ago. My little sister has been quite good at hearing from her regularly so even if i miss her, it doesn’t feel like so long time ago. It takes me almost 2 days to travel to the xmas table and since i am pretty tired nowadays, i am just no so much into it.

This is something i will have to live with so long that i will stay abroad. I would so like them to come here instead, it would save me some travel but to be honest, it is a waste of money and time for them too. But to be anlone for xmas in Sweden is not really an alternativ either. But the more the time goes, the more i like to be alone and i don’t feel like i was able to make it
recently.

yeah, this post may sound like complaining. it is it in a way. Right now, i would give the 400 euros of my tickets plus some more euros to the one making teleportation possible. Ah well i have to respect others needs to celebrate xmas. When i will be a grown-up, i won’t make a cirkus from xmas, believe me. in my familly, it will be a week end like the others but more attention will be paid to the birthday of everyone. Yeah, it is like going to the cimetary in november because everyone is going there: if you miss some people who are dead, you don’t need to proove that you think of them on this special week end. I mean, if you sincerely miss them, you think of them anyway.

Well, sorry for this depressing post, i am just irritated by all the commercial things around xmas. Everything is to make money. Bleh!