Feelings

It has been a long time that i felt something else than anger or irritation toward someone. Well, i mean, i love the support of people around me, no doubt (and thank you for that!) but I need to give some love, or it will be wasted!

but btw feelings. Maybe it was because i slept too litle the last night (post traumatic stress) or because i worked hard today and drove a long way, but i had some conversation with two colleagues about my totally failure from yesterday. Somehow, it was a hard discussion because i felt like hey were sad for me, kind of nice laughing at me and my miserable prestation but also supporting me.

When people talk about homesickness, i think i mostly feel peoplesickness or more the lack of closed relatives supporting me every day. That’s idiot but today, i just wanted to be at my parents home, have dinner and be able to cry like a litle girl because i failed and they were always there to encourage me when i was a kid.

Yeah, tonight, i feel alone, like a kid and tired. Ok, maybe too tired, i should go to bed. Good night!