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I’m so tired

I came at home tonight and felt really but really tired. This week has been incredibly full of events. Between the chinese people and the whole wednesdayin english, it has been plats for a lot of work, some go-cart, a nice week with a friend at home, some tears because of a voice, a booking for a week-end to Brussel.

This last thing made me wonder and i feel that i need a change somehow in my life. I like it here in Eskilstuna but somehow, it doesn’t happen incredible things either and it is really easy to float on the old habbits. Life for me is about challenges, not staying and following the flow, you know to be the one who walks in the escalators. I have some ideas, not really sure where it will lead me but i need some concret changes in my every day life.

And that about the tears, it was crazy too. Too much work for sure because i was sitting, writing some pappers at work and heard a known but so rarely lately herad voice in the corridor. I just jumped out my room and gave a big hug to this person. I haven’t meet him since a couple of months and i was so happy to see him, incredible! so i went back to my room as quick as i went out 30 seconds before. Crazy, huh? Anyway, we ate lunch together today and it was nice to talk. I realized that i miss him quite a lot. But he could be my grand pa! ah, and a funny thing: as we walked back to the office, we followed a maybe 60 years old lady and she made the loudiest fart i ever heard in my whole life while keeping on walking ahah was a cheap humor but we laughed!
So because i am so tired:

Got to tell me if you’re gonna break my heart
If you don’t wanna take the chance
And if it ain’t true, all it’s gonna be
is nothing but a poor romance
So, give me that promise to hold on now
I’ll never let you go
I’ve got to have something go on, oh
then you know now