Oh what for a week it has been! I felt kind of schizophrene on tuesday, then, very irritated and then happy again because a good friend passed by and we had a nice evening sipping wine until she had to bicycle home.
Wednesday was mmm, how tell… Worky? Then, i got the chance to touch 7 different horses, it was a pleasure, has been a so long time! And during the evening, after a good conversation with a coleague, I laughed my ass off and haven’t done it in ages it seemed. This big laugh made me cry but it was of joy.
Thursday was worky too, half irritated though and ended with a badminton pass, which made me all sweaty and calm. It was nice too to meet a friend and think of nothing else than the “ball”.
Today, pfuiii worky as hell too but i got 3 times compliments and it was good, made the other things less important.
This is important to get feed back, good as bad and nowadays, i feel often that i am the one giving my one feed backs. OK, i got one terrible on tuesday but the worse jugdment was mine: how ridiculous i felt for missing this part. ah well, nothing more to do now than keeping on believing.
But anyway, this is friday again, nothing planed more than relax at home and sleep. I will try to make it after the film though, Brokeback moutain is on TV tonight!
Wo ist das Meer? 