Saturday, or how to spend time with doing nothing

It is nearly 12, i am awake since 8 hours now and pretty tired though.

I made a nightmare last night which seemed so real that i woke up shaking in my bed. I couldn’t fall asleep after that, so i was just turning around in my bed, read the news papper when it came at 4h30 and told me that i may go out and run. But did not. A big laziness wave is living in me since a couple of weeks and i will pay it the max price in Stockholm i feel…

So i got up, took a shower, ate breakfast and tried to motivate me to make something today. I have some plans for tonight but the day is empty. Well, it doesn’t disturb me more than that but sometimes i feel like i am wasting the best year of my life when i am, days like today, asocial and lazy. But at the same time, for example, last week end was full of cool things and when i got home on sunday evening, i thought “whouah, never again, too old for that!”.

So i may make the dishes, clean a bit, spend some hours with exploring my motorcycle and then, spend the rest of the day in the rocking chair, learning the driving teori things.

Oh, btw, i got green sign from the administration to take this new driving licence. Plus OK too for the “learn to drive with someone”. So it may begin to be really serious!