the success is just…

… a mood that you choose with every step? Or what Charlie?

Since the phone call yesterday with the Länsstyrelsen, I transformed myself in a “i will go over all these administration shits” machine. so today, i took some hours off work early in the morning, went to the driving school and made all the papers needed for the next step.

I also took some theori quizzes and it was not that bad. 64 and 63 right (of 70). I need to learn a litle more about the ride itself but it will be ok.

I also booked 10 hours lessons, it will work. Or?

Today, when i arrived home after work, i saw this letter which confirmed what i heard on the phone. Success is just something i took for granted this time!

Tomorrow, I will have a new roomate, exciting!!!!! cannot wait actually!

full week end

I had a full-of-events week end.

At first, i helped some good friends to move to Stockholm. It remembered my another moving n 2006 in France, same temperature but a way less furnitures to move this time. It worked well, quick and simply.

After a shower, i left and took the metro to Fittja to meet some other friends, picking me up to go to a party on Ekerö. The people having the party just bought a big house there and it was a really wonderful place to stay. Sweden is crazy for that:you are like 30 min in car from Stockholm city and you can meet cheaps and horses pouf, just like that. The evening was really nice, warm but i forgot one thing about the swedish summer: the f****** mousquitos!! I got 12 bites on my right leg and 15 on the left…. Stupid animals: they should know that maybe my blod isn’t good (since i cannot give it in Sweden because i am not swedish, it may mean something?!)

We drove home in the midle of the night and another cool thing with Sweden in summer was that we went to bed while the sun was already up. not that it was so late, just that the sun cannot sleep long here. I love drive car in the night/early morning. It always gives good discussions.

Sunday was also a really nice and sunny day. We drove to a place on the sea and took a bath there. The water was not cold at all and i got a litle sunburn in my back, but nothing to do with the one i got in 2006.

I came home kind of tired of SJ because i had to change for a bus and then take the train. Well. Arrived at home, i was really happy to eat my third strawberry of the year! yes! The evening died early though.

i registred for the tjejmilen (10 km run in Stockholm at the end of augusti) and i don’t feel really motivated for that. But i managed to go out this morning and run. But it was so slow! shit, i dunno how i will make this, dunno if i have resources for that!

Today, another miracle happened. I got the right to get a swedish driving licence! yes, a long waiting time but now, it is rolling (hoppefully) through the other administration papers!

So a big YEAH for the administration!!! o/

Barton Killer

i woke up this morning with this song from La Ruda Salska in the head. Had been a long time ago, so i listened to the whole CD for my breakfast (sorry neighbours!)

Il connaît soirées aux signes avant-coureurs,
il sait s’y préparer, cet homme se nomme Barton KILLER,
laissez moi vous conter ses aventures de coeur…
et y en a pas qu’une au compteur!…
le coeur a des raisons..
mais Barton les ignore!..,
il s’empare du dicton
et bat des records,
il est rare qu’à l’hameçon
rien ne morde,

Rive gauche, rive droite ! Barton garde-moi!..” Oh! mets la gomme et dépasse toi” supplient ces dames…
Une gauche! une droite!, Barton barre toi!..” Oh! mets la gomme et efface toi” supplient les “man” …

Les aventures de coeur de Barton Killer
ne font pas dans la romance…
Les aventures de coeur de Barton
vont aux p’tits bonheurs “d’urgence”….

ll ne croit qu’au culot,
faut-il parler de lot?..
quand il fait choix de celle
qu’ il parle de mener à l’autel,
puis stratagème! il aime à jouer sur les mots..
elle paye la nuit.. lui s’fait la belle!…
qu’importe le flacon…
il les saoule en promesses!…
l’alcool coule à foison comme le “rimmel”.. elles n’ont pas besoin d’oignon, s’il les délaisse….

Rive gauche, rive droite! Barton garde moi!..”Oh! mets la gomme et dépasse toi” supplient ces dames,
une gauche! une droite! Barton barre toi!..” Oh! mets la gomme et efface toi” supplient les “man”

Les aventures de coeur de Barton Killer l’ont mené à l’abstinence…
Les aventures de coeur de Barton Killer l’ont grillé sans indulgence…
SERIAL LOVER..

Summer

hmmm, the sun is shining here like in Sahara, which means i make other things than staying home and writing on here unfortunalty for you  readers. I will try to write some relevant things sometimes though, don’t leave!!!1

Don’t stop till you get enough

A big man is gone. Everyone can think whatever on his personal life, troubles with money and stuff, i think he
was a great creator. Who can pretend have been as creativ as him in the 70-80’s.

RIP Michael. Yeah, i hope people will let you rest in peace, literally. It is easy to be efterklok say the Swedes.

Lovely Is The Feelin’ Now
Fever, Temperatures Risin’ Now
Power (Ah Power) Is The Force The Vow
That Makes It Happen It Asks No Questions Why (Ooh)
So Get Closer (Closer Now)
To My Body Now Just Love Me
‘Til You Don’t Know How (Ooh)

Keep On With The Force Don’t Stop
Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough

Touch Me And I Feel On Fire
Ain’t Nothin’ Like A Love Desire (Ooh)
I’m Melting (I’m Melting)
Like Hot Candle Wax Sensation (Ah Sensation)
Lovely Where We’re At (Ooh)
So Let Love Take Us Through The Hours
I Won’t Be Complanin’
‘Cause This Is Love Power (Ooh)

Keep On With The Force Don’t Stop
Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough

Heartbreak Enemy Despise
Eternal (Ah Eternal)
Love Shines In My Eyes (Ooh)
So Let Love Take Us Through The Hours
I Won’t Be Complanin’ (No No)
‘Cause Your Love Is Alright, Alright

Keep On With The Force Don’t Stop
Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough

Lovely Is The Feeling Now I Won’t Be Complanin’ (Ooh Ooh)
The Force Is Love Power

Keep On With The Force Don’t Stop
Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough

i dunno how many steps it was but…

… the garage is fixed
… the insurance is fixed
… the paiment is nearly fixed (just to give it!)
… some ideas of who i could phone in FRance to know how long they came with my case (thanks totomonheros!)

left: to find some cool locks, to fix the administration, to receive my new girlfriend at home and to enjoy!

oh shit, if only everything would go faster!!!! like administration shit for exampel…

All this for a tea bag…

I am back from Lund and this Midsummer week end. I thought i would be more positive now but no. I found the travel very long (8h with the train through Gothenburg and 1h with the bus, through Gothenburg too for the return).

The weather was not very funny: grey all the time when it was not raining cats and dogs.

I barely did not eat any herrings, just the last one i managed to buy after the midsummer fest.

I did not drink any schnaps either.

what for a Midsummer it was?!?! not faithfull to the swedish tradition it seems…

Anyway, it was maybe good without alcoholical brevage it seems because I am nowadays kind of sensitive without really knowing why. Today, it happened quite a strange thing at work. I came in our fikarum to drink coffee with my colleagues. I sat and drank tea and lost the teabag in my cup while playing with it. And it was just “oh ze noes, shiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!”. And tears came to my eyes. Like it was the worse thing evaaar. My colleagues are nice people though and i think they saw i was quite on the border to explode in tears, so they just joked nicely about it and talked about something else,although my shout was quite hearable!

As i said, the sun is shining, there are right now 27 degrees on my balcony but my heart is not at laughing. I dunno why.Maybe the answer will come if i ask myself but i kindof don’t want. ush!

Some luck it is that i know that i have people around who care, like for example my colleagues.

What would you think if I sang out of tune,

Would you stand up and walk out on me?

Lend me your ears and I’ll sing you a song

And I’ll try not to sing out of key.Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

What do I do when my love is away
(Does it worry you to be alone?)
How do I feel by the end of the day,
(Are you sad because you’re on your own?)

No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I need somebody to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Would you believe in a love at first sight
Yes, I’m certain that it happens all the time
What do you see when you turn out the light
I can’t tell you but I know it’s mine,

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, gonna try with a little help from my friends

Do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
Could it be anybody
I want somebody to love.

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
With a little help from my friends.

KDO 97 to 103

KDO 97 Simon and Garfunkel -Sound of silence
what you see around you with people unable to speak to each other...

Hello darkness my old friend
I’ve come to talk with you again
because a vision softly creeping
left its seeds while I was sleeping
and the vision
that was planted in my brain
still remains
within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
narrow streets of cobblestone
neath the halo of a streetlamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
when my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
that split the night
and touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
ten thousand people maybe more
people talking without speaking
people hearing without listening
people writing songs
that voices never shared
and no one dared
disturb the sound of silence

Fool said I you do not know
silence like a cancer grows
hear my words and I might teach you
take my arms and I might reach you
but my words
like silent raindrops fell
and echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
to the neon god they’d made
and the sign flashed out its warning
in the words that it was forming
and the sign said the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
and tenement halls
and whispered in the sound of silence

 

KDO 98 the loving spoonfull – Summer in the city
i don’t want att all complain about the sun shining nowadays on Eskilstuna but:

Hot town summer in the city
Back of my neck getting dirt and gritty
Been down, isn’t it a pity
Doesn’t seem to be a shadow in the city
All around people looking half dead
Walking on the sidewalk hotter than a match head

KDO 99 The kinks – all the day and all the night

KDO 100 The temptations – Papa was a rolling stone

KDO 101 The Mc Coys – Hang on Sloopy

KDO 102 Wilson Pickett – Land of 1000 dances

KDO 103 Aretha Franklin – Chain of full