Could it be…

.. that I love Markus too much?

Everything happeneds when I suddently felt some jealousy growing up in me when I learnt that someone I know would come to the same concert as me. It cannot be more complicated than that: Markus and I are in love and nobody would never be able to tear us apart. Except younger girls…

Well, not exactly only Markus and me in fact…

Anyway, I learnt about Markus with the help of a very good friend (to who I offered a concert ticket for this live now for Christmas) and Markus and specially this album -Markusevageliet- means something special to me, first the connexion with this very good friend, all the shit things that happened to us we talked about while listening to Markus, a very special
night this summer, every showers of mine since april (i always am screaming “jag är en vampyr” while showering!). I know every single line in his texts and with this good friends, we often talk only by using them which makes us laugh and help us to see hard things a litle lighter. And so on and so on…

AnywayzzZZzZZz, I am as upset like a young virgin (who I am not anymore since monday, see some articles bellow) because someone else will come into our troika. This is irritating but at the same time, if there is somehting that has to be free for everyone, it is music.

So, do you think that I have to go to therapy?