hej!
this is saturday, i am dressed with my penner clothes and am sipping tea while listening to music and i really plan with doing this the whole day and even tomorrow if it is still raining.
The past weeks were very intense on every front and this seems unreal to be at home, with nothing planned for the day.
i did quite strange things recently, like:
– go and run in the forest at 5 in the morning and thinking “how fucking good it is”
– to come late with one hour to a dinner for a bday party of a friend of mine. How ashamed i felt, i mean i thought of this celebration a lot and looked forward it and the worth that could happened was yeah, to be the only one who came that late at the dinner… what a shame…
– to make an incredible suite while playing bowling. SO looked my serie:
— — — 81 — 8- –81 — — —
haha i was ridiculous bad at bowling, but i had fun anyway!
– i thought that it was normal to tell a really old and grown up lady to shut up while i was talking. like irreverence and stuff, but so i am!
– i woke up several days in a raw at 4 in the morning, all alone and i don’t understand why…
– my phone, which is my alarm too, forgot to ring several times this week when it had to (no no don’t think that forgot to put it, no no everything was right) and then, i always woke up in panic and shit and this feeling stalked me the whole day.
– i decided without consulting the weather station that it was summer and dressed with a skirt without tights and with summer shoes. ahah it was beautiful but i froze my ass the whole day and refused to admit that i made a misstake.i did not get a cold, which is the proof that i was right, ONCE AGAIN!!
– i listened to the same CD since 2 weeks and i don’t get myself why i am not tired of it yet. Pretty strange.
ah well, strange things happen all the time, it is just to get used to it and actually, this is what is making life a bit funnier
Wo ist das Meer? 